It's Fall. The leaves are changing, the weather is getting a little cooler day by day. The Time and Seasons are changing.
I guess the Time and Seasons have changed when it comes to one of my relationships. Recently one of the most unique, talented and special women I have been so grateful to get to know is not in my life right now. The Time and Season wasn't quite right I guess. I wholeheartedly love this woman. I love her enough to let her go. I love her to the point of no return. I wish I could move into her life and throw out all the fear, doubt and insecurities. I want her not to be able to tell me how to love her if she wanted to because she wouldn't be able to explain just how much I love her even if she tried.
I guess all I have right now is faith... Hope really. I just need to practice patience honestly. I just have to commit to the process, I can't be so anxious to profit. Sometimes we want to reach our destination so so badly, we can try to take shortcuts our way to the finish line. We shouldn't cheat ourselves. I can't cheat myself. The greatest of couples and friends experience trials but I'm nervous, I'm scared. I fear that I will lose her... that I may have lost her.
So the BIG question is, How long would you, no.... How long am I willing to work and wait for the hand of the one I love? It's something I really have to think about.
The Time and Seasons are EVERYTHING.
Don't take this personal, it's just personal. ~ ♚